This blog doesn't really apply to music, or what I've been listening to. It's more of a blog to explain why I've been behind on putting these blogs up in a good, timely manner.
Probably a few days after my Newsted blog, my Grandfather was put into the hospital because he had a stroke, which then led to him slipping into a comatose state, and eventually he passed away. This event pretty much destroyed my mother, which in turn destroyed my stepdad, which then in turn led me and my sister to be pretty much ignored, and quite frankly mistreated.
I would say that my relationship with my mom has been kind of dwindling down for a long while, now. And, that makes me sad, because I think everyone should do well with their moms. I know I'm a teenager, but I don't think it's right of me to believe that my mom is an idiot, but sometimes... a lot of times, I really believe that. And I know that her father died, and she's going through a lot right now, but I just wish that she would also take in consideration to how I feel about things.
After a while, I've just kind of accepted that things probably wouldn't change, or at least not anytime soon. I'll just be trying to get back into the habit of schoolwork and pray for ways to get out of this house every once and a while more.
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